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A lot has been happening with me since I last updated. =) I finally got a place of our own, mine and the Bf's of course. Its a nice four bedroom home with almost 2 acres of land. Woo! And its decently priced too! Now its just a matter of getting things for the house. xD We only have a bedroom set!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. It makes me laugh. But I'm finally impressed with myself. After all this time, I finally get something that I deserve! Best of all I have room, lots of it, especially if family wants to come and visit. Dante' will have his own room and many things. I have a bedset already picked out. xD I'm hoping to get that sometime after I upgrade our twin to a queen bed. I have the bathroom to myself so I can start my routine of taking baths and not having to take showers. xD I'm a spoiled little bitch. But I live up to what when I can. lol. We've been here now about a month. And I just love it! Dante' will have a big backyard with which he can play on and get around in, without worry, when we finish cleaning the backyard that is. Then he'll have his own bedroom that's two times the size of anything that he's had in the past. I love it. I really do. And for the first time in a long time, I don't have worry about anything really important, like where am I going to live? Or where am I going to sleep tonight? I did that a lot with my family. Since I've moved out on my own at 18 my family has been supportive of it, but I can tell that I wear things thin with them. And my own mother has the balls to kick me out, and make me find a place of my own on short notice and I have to be at work the next day! At least she let me take my clothes this time. Otherwise, we'd be fighting even more. But I've told her about this house, which ironically, is right around the corner from her own home. She wasn't too thrilled. She doesn't think I deserve it. That I should live at home with family until I pay them off. That isn't cool. Because its just racking up the bill even more and she doesn't understand that!! Even if I'm paying them back on every check!! I'm basically paying for what I use at that time. So what I intend to do with taxes when we file next year, since I can file with Dante' next year, I want to put $2,000.00 in savings and give $1,000.00 to my grandfather and then $1,000.00 to her old man. Because she's driving me nutz!!!! She made me make a scene right in front of family, which is Furball [he's not blood related but family is what you make of it right?] and he was only in town for like a day and then he was leaving. We were supposed to have a peaceful dinner and that didn't happen but she got really mad at me before hearing me out. So I just up and left. I really wasn't in the mood for it. Before that, mom told me that Nanna and Old Man's house had termites and I made her promise that she wouldn't get mad and if she didn't get mad, I wouldn't get upset at her. That's when I told her about the house. She wasn't thrilled. She thinks I should live at home with her parents who can't afford me to live there. I'm not doing that. I refuse to hurt them, but I will help them and I offered a place for them to stay while the house gets taken care of. And that's when she goes off on me about bills. *sigh* Its hard doing anything right in that woman's life. And it drives me crazy.
( You know what she is, no doubt about it, She's a bad, bad girlfriend!. )
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